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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 19, 2009 22:47:22 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color]   * * *[/color] [/center] B[/size][/font] ella was glad to get out of the house. She was getting so upset with her family since she wouldn't let her out of the house because they were worried about the danger. She could understand that they were worried that Helena would come back but she knew now how to handle her. They couldn't remember that.
So, now she was here. At Jake's. Ready for anything to happen. Flirt, drink, whatever she wanted. Because whatever happens at Jake's, stays at Jake's. Bella sat on one of the stools and waited for Coleman to come over.
"Coleman, can I get a shot of tequila?[/size]" She smiled, sweetly at him. " Sure thing, baby.[/color][/size]" He said and started pouring out the tequila. She slams the shot back and then another and another without the salt and the lime. " Just keep them coming, Coleman.[/color][/size]" She says, as he pours another one for her. [/font][/size][/color]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 19, 2009 23:51:52 GMT -5
 YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------
His mom would kill him if she knew where he was, but he didn't care. His dad, on the other hand, would probably cheer him on. Though Jerry claimed to have more class than the average villain, his dad always enjoyed these types of bars. At twenty-three, it wasn't illegal for him to be here, but if his mom came in at any moment, he would feel just like a kid again. Luckily for him, she, Aunt Diane, and Aunt Kate were all planning torture on Uncle Jax's ex-wife Carly Alcazar at the Metro Court and Alexis would likely be occupied for the rest of the night.
Traipsing across the bar, he nodded at Coleman and ordered a scotch, heavy on the rocks. He wasn't much for champagne, and he loathed beer. Jerry expected him to follow in his footsteps, but Edward wasn't sure if he wanted to. Would he find the sickening enjoyment his dad did in terrorizing the Port Charles residents? Edward knew that he would when it came to Claudia Lansing or his dad's former fling Sam Spencer, or even her husband Lucky Spencer--and Lulu Zacchara--but other than that, he doubted it. Edward liked most of the town; one girl in particular. She just didn't know him; not like she used to.
Spotting her gulping down her own drink, he swallowed. Isabella Cassadine was someone he had dreamed about since the moment he first laid eyes on her, but because of her Cassadine surname, his had forbidden him to even ask her out. Edward didn't remind his dad that it had been Jerry who had made the first step toward being enemies with Emily and Nikolas Cassadine; he just consented.
But now, when it was just them--and a few drunkards--plus Coleman, his dad wasn't around. Coleman always kept his mouth shut. Edward decided to take the chance and walked over to her. "Hello Bella." Bella, right? Did she still like being called that? Or did she now prefer Isabella? He didn't know; it had been years since his dad came back from his second faked death, ending Bella's and Edward's once-close friendship. He wondered if she even remembered him now--or thought of him as someone to be afraid of.
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TAGGED isabella cassadine.
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 20, 2009 0:15:49 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] A[/size][/font] fter taking one more shot, Bella froze when she heard her name being called. She was always a little jumpy when she was in Jake's. Only because she was 20, not 21 and it was completely illegal for her to be here right now, drinking alcohol. But the sound of this person's voice didn't sound like she was in trouble. It sounded very familiar but she couldn't place the voice to a face.
Slowly, she turned around to see a man behind her. Again, very familiar. She stared at him. Into his eyes, looking at his facial features. Anything to try and figure out who this man was who said hi to her. Then she realized that she probably looked really dumb for not saying anything back. "Hi..[/size]" She said, in a quick response. She couldn't believe she forgot her manners. Dad always was drilling that into her brain when she was home. Wait.. manners.. that's it! " Oh my God. Edward![/color][/size]" She smiled and got up to hug him tightly. Now she felt like a fool for not knowing who Edward was. Although he changed a lot since he last left. Suddenly, some built up anger and hurt came rising through her body at that thought. She pushed Edward away and sat back down, turning her back on him. She poured herself another shot and slammed it back and then sucking on the lime. " What are you doing back here?[/color][/size]" She said, coldly.[/font][/size][/color]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 20, 2009 2:10:36 GMT -5
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------ To say he wasn't in the least bit confused would be a lie. He was incredibly confused. What did she mean when she asked what he was doing back? Didn't she know he had been back for awhile? "Bella, I've been back for almost five years. But when I went to see you, your father...your father forbid me to come near you ever again, now that I was the 'carbon copy' of my dad. His words; not mine." Taking a deep breath, he wondered if Nikolas Cassadine had even told his daughter of Edward's attempt to visit her. "And when, and when you were kidnapped--" It was hard for him to even think of it, let alone say it.
He had almost gone crazy when Bella's psychotic grandmother had kidnapped her, and had attempted to do everything in his power to bring her back. He went against his dad's wishes; he even went against his mom's. Krissy and Molls thought he was insane to even try, and his Uncle Jax definitely hadn't approved. But he hadn't cared. He just wanted her back. Even if both his dad and hers wouldn't let her near him, he needed to know she was home and safe. And if Edward ever saw that Helena Cassadine, he would kill her with his bare hands.
"--and when you were kidnapped, Bella--you don't know how scared I was." Sighing, he took a seat beside her. Did he care that one of his dad's cronies could come in at any minute, see him, and report back to Jerry? No. Besides, why should it matter? Nikolas was Alexis' nephew, after all. Wait--did that make him Edward's cousin? His eyes widened. Was this town so screwed up that he hadn't even realized that he was dreaming about a member of his family? He might as well be a Cassadine, too; he was certainly creepy enough to be one.
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WORDS 314.
TAGGED isabella cassadine.
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 20, 2009 16:58:43 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] W[/size][/font] hen Bella heard Edward mention that he had been back in town for almost five years, she turned to look at him, confused. That wasn't possible. If he had been back for five years, why is he just seeing her now? On the other hand, how could she not see him around town or something. "Five years? But..[/size]" She paused as he spoke up again. Once she found out that it was all her father's doing, she was more than pissed off. Her father never told her about Edward's visit to Wyndemere. " My father did this?[/color][/size]" She said, angrily. She turned back to the bottle of tequila and took another shot. " God, I hate him![/color][/size]" She said just a little too loudly as she slammed the shot glass back on the table. Just then, she realized that she was still in Jake's and she caused herself some attention from the others around her. Taking a deep breath, she turned back to Edward. " Edward, I'm sorry. My father never told me that you tried to visit. If I knew, I wouldn't have been so cold to you before.[/color][/size]" She said, feeling bad for her bitterness to him not even 5 minutes ago. " It's just that you left when I needed you the most and it hurt..[/color][/size]" She said softly, looking down at the ground. " -and when you were kidnapped, Bella--you don't know how scared I was.[/color][/size]" She watches as he sits down and immediately gets up to hug him. Pulling away, she looked at him. " I'm sorry.. you shouldn't have worried though..[/color][/size]" She paused as she bit on her bottom lip. " .. Helena gets what she wants.. and nothing and no one can stop her, Edward..[/color][/size]" She paused again and looked away from him. She still felt horrible for the bitterness towards him, for her father, for the kidnapping, for how scared he was. She hugs him again, not letting go or pulling away this time. " If it helps, I'm okay..[/color][/size]" [/font][/size][/color]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 20, 2009 18:15:10 GMT -5
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------ It did seem weird that he hadn't seen her around town that often, especially considering the size of Port Charles, but perhaps he had seen her and just hadn't realized it. Bella did look very different, after all. But different in a good way. She was beautiful; always had been, but now she was almost goddess-like. And he was still guilty of incestuous thoughts. This was terrible.
Shaking his head and trying to rid himself of the ideas now running through his mind, he locked eyes with Bella. "He just wants what's best for you; don't apologize." Raising an eyebrow, Edward had to inquire of her statement. "You needed me? Are you--are you okay?" Swallowing, he tried not to get caught up in his fears of the worst-case scenarios, but he couldn't help it.
Hugging her back, he tried not to breathe in her scent. He seriously needed help. "Again, don't apologize. And how could I not worry?" He nodded, remembering that Helena still wanted his mom dead eventually. Smiling softly, he responded. "It helps a little." Letting go of her, he tried to remind himself that family shouldn't think of family in that way, but it still didn't work. Sighing, he continued looking at her. "How's cousin Nikky?" Edward knew how much Niklas hated that name, but Nikolas didn't like him too much, either, so who cared?
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WORDS 227.
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 20, 2009 20:31:29 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] B[/size][/font] ella shook her head, denying what Edward said about her father. "But it's not what's best for me though. You aren't like your father.. you aren't dangerous.[/size]" Even if she hadn't seen him five years, she knew that he wasn't like his father. He wouldn't do what his father did to her parents. He wasn't like that. She nodded and gave him a small smile, to show that she was okay. " I'm okay now. You just left at a really bad time. My parents were going crazy with the whole protection thing and keeping me locked up in the house so Helena wouldn't find me. I tried calling you when my parents weren't around.. a bunch of times actually. And then I found out that you left town with your dad and.. and it hurt cause you didn't say goodbye..[/color][/size]" " Cousin Nikky?[/color][/size]" She repeated, slightly confused. She thought Edward knew since Alexis was his mother. " Edward, you don't know?[/color][/size]" She questioned but when he looked at her confused, she knew that he didn't. She sighed, hating to break this kind of news to him. " My father isn't your cousin, Edward.[/color][/size]" She paused, taking his hand in hersand giving it a gentle squeeze. " So you know that your mother is Mikko's and his lover and my father is Stravro's and his grandmother is Helena, of course. But, Helena had an affair and married Mikko so Helena and my father have no relation to you or your mother.[/color][/size]" She trailed off, looking for his reaction to the news.[/font][/size][/color]
it doesn't suck!! tell me if i got the change of the family history right.. the cassadine family always confuse me! =P - notesedward davis-jacks - tagsjake's - locationi.acephotos.org/images/orig/7/d/7d1y3oov53yi1d3y.jpg - outfitmade by irishluff on caution 2.0 - creditbreathe, taylor swift - lyrics [/size]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 20, 2009 23:39:33 GMT -5
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------ The fact that he wasn't dangerous was debatable. The town always liked to exclaim that as Jerry Jacks' son, he would only bring torture to all of those around him. It warmed his heart that Bella thought otherwise, but that only made him more disgusted with himself. She was his cousin's daughter! He simply had to force himself to stop thinking about those lush lips and how adorable she looked in her dress.
Edward had forgotten that he had left right after Bella had returned, but now, he couldn't figure out why he had forgotten. That was one of the reasons he was so infuriated with his dad at the time. Jerry Jacks and Alexis Davis had recently separated, and though Krissy and Molls were old enough to make their own decisions, they decided that Edward would go with his dad to Alaska and then England. He hadn't liked Alaska, but he did miss England. Following that, it had been Italy; another place he missed. However, Edward didn't miss any of those places as much as he had missed Bella, and he had made sure that his dad knew that every moment they were there. He later found out that it was Jerry's way of trying to keep him from Bella, which only made Edward angrier with his dad.
But five years ago, his mom had requested that he come back, and two months later, his dad had followed. Though Jerry and Alexis had still fought constantly, eventually they renewed their vows and had been exclusive since then. Edward didn't know why they kept getting back together, but the way he saw it, there was really no point in trying to figure out the reason. And he did love their being together, though Krissy and Molls were often disgusted. Besides, it kept him in town, and though he hadn't seen Bella at all and been scrutinized by all of the other Port Charles citizens, he did like being home.
"I'm so sorry. I wanted to say goodbye, but I thought that maybe--maybe you didn't remember me." Hearing her confusion at calling her dad his cousin, Edward looked at her with his own puzzled expression. His reaction only became more befuddled the more she spoke. "Helena had an affair?" Was he hearing things right? Was Prince Cassadine not a prince? Was he not having dreams about a family member? But if Nikolas wasn't, and Uncle Stefan had died years ago, and Edward was Alexis Davis'--Natasha Cassadine's--only son...then he was a prince? It couldn't be possible. Taking a breath, he kept his gaze locked with hers. "I don't think Mom even knew. How did you guys find out? Does this mean I now have the throne?" He couldn't even fathom the idea.
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 21, 2009 22:02:45 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] S[/size][/font] he shook her head. "Not remember you? Edward, you were the only person I really knew back then. How could I forget you?[/size]" There was no way Bella could forget Edward. He was her rock as she was his whenever something went wrong with their families. "How did you guys find out?"[/color][/size] " Helena told us. She tried to hurt me again while I was asleep one night. My dad came to check on me and he saw her.[/color][/size]" She paused, looking down at the ground. This was more than difficult to talk about because she was there when it happened. She watched it her dad going crazy, holding Helena over the edge of the balcony. Her father scared her at that moment. As much as they got past it now, whenever she thought about it, it still freaked her out a lot. " Dad went crazy and almost threw her off the balcony. He would have if she didn't tell him about her affair and everything else. After that, Dad was too shocked to kill her.[/color][/size]" She told him She shrugged, unsure how to answer his question. " I don't know.[/color][/size]" She bit on her bottom lip, trying to find an answer to his question. " Only the Cassadine family knows of this. Not even my mom knows about this, Edward. It's been the same since when my dad found out. I just don't know now because you know, if this is going to change anything.[/color][/size]"[/font][/size][/color]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 22, 2009 9:21:27 GMT -5
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------ He smirked, deciding the next comment couldn't hurt. "I should have known. No one can forget me." Winking at her, he realized that he had missed this; he had really missed the camaraderie between them. But now that he knew that grandfather Cassadine was nothing more than the deceased Uncle Stavros' stepfather, could they be more? Edward almost thought about bringing it up, but decided it was too soon. She had just informed him about the reality of the family, after all. He couldn't just jump in, headfirst.
His eyes narrowed, wishing death on his step-grandmother, though that wasn't uncommon. "She tried to hurt you again?" His look softening, he scrutinized Bella, just to make sure there wasn't something more under the surface. "Are you okay?" Nikolas Cassadine actually had the guts enough to almost kill his own grandmother? He didn't care that Nikolas had been thought to be his cousin for the first half of his life; the man had never liked him, so he had reciprocated. It was amazing that he despised Edward automatically based off of who his dad was rather than the fact that Edward was the son of his beloved aunt--or aunt at the time--but who cared?
[/b][/color] He nodded, understanding slightly. He needed to find out if he had the throne, because if he did, maybe the Cassadine royal line could just die out. Did he really want to be a prince? No--yes? Edward had no idea; he had never been in this position before. Shrugging, he answered. "I honestly don't think it changes too much." Not with them; at least, that's what he wanted her to think. But he couldn't resist, and knowing that she was no longer his cousin of some kind, Edward ran a hand through her silky locks and smiled. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/center][/font] [/size] STATUS finished !
NOTES Twinnyyyyy, I'm on a posting roll!!! That doesn't necessarily mean it's a GOOD posting roll... =p
WORDS 296.
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 22, 2009 22:16:30 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] S[/size][/font] he shook her head and laughed. "Oh, how I've missed you and that big ego of yours.[/size]" She grinned and playfully slapped his arm. " I was hoping that you lost that when you were gone. But it seems that it is only getting worse.[/color][/size]" She laughed again. It was good to laugh again. She hadn't really laughed much with her family around. Always telling her that she couldn't leave the house anymore and she would have to stay locked up in her room like a princess in that Disney movie so Helena wouldn't find her. That just made her glad that Edward was back and hopefully, to stay for good. She nodded to both of his questions. " It was the last time we've seen her.[/color][/size]" She told him. " And yes, I'm fine. It happened just after you left. I haven't thought about it until I just told you now.[/color][/size]" She lied. The truth was, with Helena still around somewhere, she was scared that when she decided to strike again, Bella wouldn't see the next morning. Realizing that she was putting too much thought in this when she already told Edward she had never thought about it, she smiled at him to hide the fact that she was thinking about it. She was always a good liar when she wanted to be but sometimes, moments like this got the best of her. She frowned a little when she heard this but she didn't try to show it. She hoped that it would change a lot. That maybe.. just maybe, since her and Edward weren't related, it would help the relationship she had been crushing about since she first time she met him. " I think it could change a lot, Edward.[/color][/size]" She paused, realizing that it may not be what he wanted. " If that's what you want, of course..[/color][/size]" Her voice trailed off as she felt his hand move through her hair. She respond with a smile of her own and tried to hide the sudden redness in cheeks by looking away from him towards the tequila. She tried to make it seem like she was going to have another shot but if she had another shot, she really wouldn't be able to control what she will do tonight.[/font][/size][/color]
it was a good posting roll cause it was amazing!! i did like this post but now, not so much. maybe just the second paragraph and some of the third.. the first.. ewww. - notesedward davis-jacks - tagsjake's - locationi.acephotos.org/images/orig/7/d/7d1y3oov53yi1d3y.jpg - outfitmade by irishluff on caution 2.0 - creditbreathe, taylor swift - lyrics [/size]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 27, 2009 0:38:20 GMT -5
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------ He smirked. He knew he could be egotistical and wasn't opposed to admitting it. He was, after all, the son of Jerry Jacks; though his father wasn't anything like Patrick Drake, there was still the spark of a superiority complex. Edward knew that he had inherited it, and wore it like it were a proud sash--regardless of the fact that he would never even touch such a girly item. "Lose it? How could I lose it, my darling Bella?"
Bella had never been that good at lying, and upon looking into her eyes, Edward knew that she was attempting to do so now. But the question was: was she lying about Helena not returning, or about being fine? Narrowing his eyes in on her, he wished she would be truthful with him, though he knew he didn't deserve it. Softly, he inquired of the matter. "Are you sure you're fine? And she absolutely didn't come back?" He didn't trust his step-grandmother as far as he could throw her, and he didn't trust any situations concerning her.
Seeing her frown, he felt a stab of pain. He hated to see her frown, and he despised it even more if he had been the cause. It was times like these when he wished for the gift of telepathy, but knew it was impossible. Sighing, knowing he wouldn't be able to figure out what she was thinking, or even feeling, he paid complete attention to what she said next. "It does. But I--you--" How was he supposed to tell her that he wished for a relationship between them? How could he explain that she was his fantasy; the girl he always knew he couldn't have?
Shaking his head, he decided to do the unthinkable. Taking her soft face in his own coarse hands, he lifted her chin up and did what he had always dreamed about. As his lips met hers, he expected her to slap him, as all the old movies showed.
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WORDS 330.
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 27, 2009 15:38:12 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] B[/size][/font] ella laughed. "There are ways but I'm glad you didn't. It's part of what makes you Edward. And I..[/size]" She stopped, realizing exactly what she was going to say. She was going to say "I love you" but she couldn't. She wouldn't show Edward that he was her crush since the first day they met. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, removing any thoughts about that. When Bella opened them back up, she looked straight into Edward's narrowed eyes. The lie she spoke about being okay, she knew that he was seeing right through that. She quickly looked down to the ground so he wouldn't know if she was lying this time, before she spoke again. " I am fine, Edward.[/color][/size]" She said, firmly. She hid the shakiness in her voice really well. " And I'm pretty positive that she hasn't been back yet. She hasn't done anything to me or my family since that night. I can't say that she left town because I have no idea. For all I know, she could be living in one of these rooms at Jake's.[/color][/size]" " It does. But I--you--[/color][/size]" " But what..?[/color][/size]" She asked softly. In a matter of seconds, everything that was happening so quickly felt like it was happening so slowly. Edward took her face in his hands and before she knew it, his lips were against hers. She kissed him back, so caught up in the moment but then she stopped, realizing what was happening. She couldn't show Edward that she had been waiting for this moment since they first met. He just learned that they weren't related and that was already a lot to process for him. She begins to push against him, pushing him away from her. " What the hell, Edward. Why did you do that?[/color][/size]" She questioned him, trying to make her voice sound upset. But it was all a lie, she wasn't upset. She was actually just shocked and happy by his kiss. [/font][/size][/color]
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Post by Edward Davis-Jacks on Sept 28, 2009 12:03:35 GMT -5
YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}------------------------------------------------ He should have known. It was far too early, and she probably didn't like him that way in the first place. He couldn't explain the pain at not having his feelings reciprocated, but he would get over it. He had to; not having Bella in his life whatsoever was definitely not an option. He needed his former best friend; always had. Even if he couldn't have her romantically, he wouldn't give her up otherwise.
"I don't know what I was thinking. It was a mistake; it won't happen again."
[/color] The moment the words left his mouth, he felt like screaming at the complete fabrication. But if that's what she wanted, then that is what she would get. It was as that old movie stated; "as you wish." Whatever she wished, he would make sure happened, no matter how much it hurt. Looking around the bar, he turned back to Bella and raised an eyebrow, pretending as if nothing had happened and he hadn't just had his spirits crushed. "Do you plan on staying here all night? It's New York City; we can go anywhere."[/color] [/blockquote][/blockquote][/center][/font] [/size] STATUS finished !
NOTES sucked && short!
WORDS 184. =(
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Post by Isabella Cassadine on Sept 28, 2009 18:26:12 GMT -5
and i cant breathe[/color][/font] WITHOUT YOU
B U T I H A V E T O . . [/size][/color][/color] * * *[/color] [/center] B[/size][/font] ella was still really shocked about the kiss that she couldn't speak for a moment. She stared at Edward as he replied, saying that it would never happen again. She wanted to scream out that she really did love him and that she wanted it to happen again. But she showed to him that she was upset about the kiss and she had to keep that up as much as it hurt her to do. She could see it in his eyes that he was hurt by the way she acted and she felt even horrible. She was going to start to mention the kiss but that's when he changed the subject.
"Do you plan on staying here all night? It's New York City, we can go anywhere.[/size]" " I was thinking about it. I don't want to go home.[/color][/size]" She said, turning away from Edward and sitting back down on the seat she first occupied. She played with her shot glass as an awkward silence started. She had to tell him. But she already hurt him. What if he hated her after this? She took a deep breath and turned to him. " Edward.. I need to talk about that kiss. I can't just pretend it didn't happen..[/color][/size]" She paused, reaching over to take his hand with hers. " I know I hurt you and I'm so sorry for that. It's just that.. you shocked me. I never knew you had those kind of feelings for me. If I knew you did, I would have..[/color][/size]" She stopped herself from saying what she was going to say. Then she sighed, shaking her head. " I'm not going to be able to hide this anymore so I might as well come out and say it. I wasn't upset by you kissing me. I was actually really happy.[/color][/size]" She looked up at him as she blew out a shaky breath. " I've had a crush on you since I first met you Edward. I.. love you..[/color][/size]" She gives him a small smile. Hopefully this wouldn't backfire on her. " I didn't know what to do, Edward. I thought if I pretend to be upset about it and act like I didn't love you, then I wouldn't get hurt if you ever left again. But I saw the hurt in your eyes and I knew I couldn't lie to you about that. I just hope I didn't screw this up and that you don't hate me.[/color][/size]" [/font][/size][/color]
I couldn't hurt Edward anymore! I had to! I hope Edward doesn't hate Bella for it!! =( - notesedward davis-jacks - tagsjake's - locationi.acephotos.org/images/orig/7/d/7d1y3oov53yi1d3y.jpg - outfitmade by irishluff on caution 2.0 - creditbreathe, taylor swift - lyrics [/size]
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