sing to me the song of the stars [edward]

[Isabella Cassadine]

and i cant breathe[/color][/font]

WITHOUT YOU

B U T I H A V E T O . .

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W[/size][/font]hile singing to herself, Bella looked at herself in the mirror, making sure every inch of her was perfect. She was wearing her tight jeans, white blouse, open enough to see a bit of her black bra and finally her grey vest. Her hair was pretty much all down except for the small clip to add some more layers to her hair and her make-up was just pretty natural. She knew Edward was going to have a problem with the black coming out of her blouse but she was just doing it to tease him a little. She wanted to have a laugh right before she went onstage so she wouldn’t have to think about her nerves.


Satisfied, she turned away from the mirror and sat down on one of the chairs. She looked down at the time on her phone. Edward should have been here 5 minutes ago. Maybe the traffic was bad or maybe he was so busy at work that he couldn’t come. That’s what set her off. She started hyperventilating, her nerves now getting the best of her. She tried to take deep breaths but in the back of her mind she knew that if Edward wasn’t here with her, she wouldn’t be able to sing in front of people. Bella began humming to herself, trying to ignore the thoughts from before so she could calm down. It started working until she realized that in only a couple hours, her life could change completely. She could be singing the songs that she has written; she could be writing more new songs if this producer loves her enough for another album. Everything she had here would be gone until the album was done. Of course when she was done, she would come back to NYC because her family was here. But where would her friends be? Where would Edward be?

Edward. His life could change too if this deal happens. Oh god, she didn't even ask him if he was alright with this. He told her before that he would support her and over the phone, he said he was happy for her. But did he realize that she would have to leave to L.A.? She would have to ask him as soon as he got here if he was okay with this. Because if he wasn’t, she wasn’t going to even think of producing an album until he was. And she would be happy with that because she still had the best thing in the world; Edward. Glancing at her phone again, another 5 minutes passed and Bella started to wonder if she should be calling Edward and making sure he was still coming or he didn’t forget. “Where are you, Edward?”[/size] She mumbled under her breath as she started to get impatient.
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[Edward Davis-Jacks]

YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK
{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}
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He silently cursed as he ran out of the building. In order to perhaps become as successful as his uncle and nowhere near as maniacal as his father, Edward had begun taking a few classes at the local PCU. It wasn't anything important, to be honest; simply a few he was interested in and a couple others that might help him to start his own business. Unfortunately, the ending time of his physics class was going to make him late to his girlfriends' performance and on top of all that, his phone needed a new battery. Edward was shocked that his phone had died, simply because he was always aware of any new adjustments or fees that he needed to make. The idea that he would need a new mobile had yet to occur to him and one hoped that it never would, as Edward could be quite the drama queen when he so chose. Of course, he would scoff and explain it was "king, not queen, you imbecile," but that hardly made any difference. The people who knew Edward Jasper Davis-Jacks knew that he was far too dramatic for his own good and quite frankly, theirs. They would never say so to him, as he would ask them if they would perhaps like to take a trip to the family dungeon. Edward didn't want to be like his father, no, but he had quite the temper if approached in the wrong way by anyone other than his sisters and his Bells.

He had yet to understand how he had achieved such luck in getting Bells to be his. They had been best friends for years, of course, but although Edward was egotistical, he wasn't unaware of his many flaws and annoying traits. He rather liked them, actually, most likely because he enjoyed annoying certain perky blonde cheerleader types and knew that Bella, on the other hand, found his egotism almost revolting. It wasn't like he wasn't going to stop being egotistical and with this in mind, he was still quite amazed that Bella would choose him regardless. Amazed, yes, but not shell-shocked; he was still Edward and he did still believe that he was the greatest thing to come to women since the pill. Although perhaps that wasn't exactly what he believed, since Edward could care less about contraceptives. There was no need when he hadn't even touched a woman inappropriately and didn't have any plans to. Of course he wished to make love with his Isabella, but he would wait as long as necessary and even put a ring on her finger first if she wished for him to. He didn't want anyone else, never had; all of his no-sex flings had been merely flings, except for perhaps the tiny redheaded girl in his kindergarten year until the brunette Bella turned his eye elsewhere.

Now here he was, running into Jake's and hoping that she wouldn't kill him. He had tried to get out of class early, even considered skipping, but had a monstrous exam that he absolutely had to take if he had any hope of passing the awful class. Bella didn't exactly know of his classes and Edward didn't yet plan to tell her. He wished to surprise her with the idea of his owning a business - or, more specifically, opening a label that perhaps she could star in - and therefore couldn't possibly ruin his surprise. Nodding at Coleman, he asked for a beer to be brought out later and then went toward his girlfriend's dressing room, knocking ever so slightly on the door and holding the large bouquet behind his back. A man must never come unprepared. He heard the door open ever so slightly, even when the person on the opposite side could tell who it was, and assumed that Bells didn't want him to see her outfit yet. Smiling and producing the bouquet, he spotted enough of her cheek and pressed a light kiss upon it, giving his trademark grin. "I hope you weren't waiting too long for me. I can't wait to hear you and I know you'll be great so don't allow those nerves to get the worst of you. You, my beautiful Isabella, shine brighter than all of the stars in the heavens." Another corny remark; he really had to work on his conversation around her before he drove himself insane.

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NOTES eee yay I posted him! (: ; omg so much longer than I thought.
WORDS 733.
TAGGED isabella cassadine.
OUTFIT could he be any hotter?
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !; lyics from Sean Kingston''s Beautiful Girls!
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[Isabella Cassadine]

and i cant breathe[/color][/font]

WITHOUT YOU

B U T I H A V E T O . .

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B[/size][/font]ella was about ready to throw her phone across the room when she got Edward's voicemail for the ninth time. She had no idea where he was and he had his phone off. Something strange was going on but she couldn't figure out what it was. He was always going to work and had no more time for her anymore. Every night Bella tried to tell herself that there was probably just a big deal happening and he needed to be there. But why so late? Was it that huge that he had to be there until 1 or 2 in the morning? And the fact that he was so stressed out lately was odd. Edward Jasper Davis-Jacks was never stressed out so there was definitely something going on that he wasn’t telling her. She just needed to figure out what. Hmm.. maybe she could ask Uncle Lucky to investigate her love’s latest locations.

There was a soft tap on the door, breaking her thoughts about before. Knowing the soft tap as Edward, her mood changed and in one split second, she was happy and giddy and jumping up and down. She ran over to the door but slowly opened it so she wouldn’t reveal her outfit to Edward yet. She popped just her head outside the door and smiled brightly, seeing Edward standing there with his trademark smile and a large bouquet of flowers. “Edward, you didn’t have to get me flowers.”[/size] Bella knew that Edward was just ‘coming prepared’ as he usually says to her every time she tells him he didn’t have to do certain things, so instead of arguing more, she takes the flowers from him. “They are beautiful. Thank you.”[/color][/size] She smiled and opened the door completely before walking over to put her flowers down on the table.

She turned back around and saw him looking her up and down. “Do you like what you see?”[/color][/size] She laughed as she twirled around for him. Watching him look at her the way he was made her feel special.. important. Something she hasn’t felt in a long time. She was glad Edward went to the bar that night, that they chose to confess their love to each other. If he wasn’t around, she wouldn’t even be here. Having enough courage to go up on the stage (even if it was just Jake’s) and performing to an audience and a producer who could change her life.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed her body right up to his. “I’ve missed you.”[/color][/size] She leaned in and kissed him passionately, trying to hopefully show him what he has been missing all those nights when he was away. “I tried calling you but you didn’t pick up. You realize you are 20 minutes late, babe.”[/color][/size] She frowned, not wanting to look sad but wanting to show him that she wasn’t happy with him always being gone. Maybe she had done something wrong but then why would he be looking at her the way he was? Or maybe they were drifting apart. Maybe things weren’t fresh and new anymore for him. Hopefully tonight could change that.
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[Edward Davis-Jacks]

YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK
{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}
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He nodded and smirked, knowing that she knew that he would never come unprepared. How many times had he informed her of this? A girl as beautiful as his Bells deserved all of the flowers in the world and her bouquet was only a small portion. Edward wanted to treat her the way she should be treated and not just because she was thought of as a princess up until a year or so ago. She was still a princess in his dark orbs, as he found her the most lovely of all creatures to walk the earth and then inwardly cursed at his sounding much like the cyber nerd, Damian Spinelli. Edward found it odd that such a man as Spinelli, with a wife and kids, would still have such weird jargon, but he supposed once a hacker, always a hacker. It had even been proven so, so perhaps Spinelli wasn't too great of a hacker. "I'm happy you love them, baby." His Bells opened the door, allowing him entry, and he smirked, kissing her softly. "Mmm. Do you have any idea how much I love you?" Even he couldn't quite fathom the depth of his love and would likely deny it even if he could, since such a thing was much too corny and girly in his book. After all, Edward had to be macho or there wasn't a point in speaking, at least he thought so. Truthfully, sometimes his macho man act got a little old and his egotism a little tiring. He would never admit either of those ideas.

"You look gorgeous as always, baby, but are you sure this shirt is...appropriate?" In reality, Edward wanted to rip out any man's throat who would see so much of his girl when she stepped onto that stage, but he didn't want to be like his father and stating exactly that would definitely hold some resemblance to Jerry Jacks. Bells should only be that exposed around him and he alone, though he was grateful that it was only some of her lacy black bra that showed and nothing more. He groaned and then smirked as her body pressed close against him and he kissed her back, stroking her tongue with his. "I've missed you too, Bells." That was the truth; when he wasn't busy, she was, and vice versa, leading to their recent lack of time together. He frowned, resting his hands on her waist so he could hold her close and still have the capability to look straight into her eyes. "My phone died, baby." Twenty minutes late; damn that physics test! He noticed the emotions fly across her face and frowned, reaching one hand up to caress her cheek. "I love you so much, I promise. You don't have to worry about anything." He hoped he wasn't making her doubt his love for him and it wasn't that he didn't trust her. He just wanted to surprise her, which he knew was difficult because Isabella Natayla Rose Cassadine, his Bells, definitely didn't like surprises. "I'm here now and I promise I'm not going anywhere." He held her close again and buried his nose in her hair, smiling. "You'll knock them dead tonight, baby. I know it."

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NOTES not nearly as long as last time, but estoy cansada!
WORDS 541.
TAGGED isabella cassadine.
OUTFIT could he be any hotter?
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !; lyics from Sean Kingston''s Beautiful Girls!
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[Isabella Cassadine]

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WITHOUT YOU

B U T I H A V E T O . .

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S[/size][/font]he took the flowers from Edward and moved aside to let him inside. I kissed him back as he entered. “Well, I hope it is a lot cause I know I love you a lot.”[/b][/size] And it was true. She loved him more than he could probably fathom. She couldn’t picture a world where he didn’t exist. If he left her, she would never recover. Maybe Edward didn’t have the same feelings which was why she never spoke too much about how deeply she loved him. She was scared that Edward would think she was crazy or something. And now with Edward gone most of the time, her moods were always pretty low. Which only made song writing easier. But she didn’t want to write songs without Edward by her side to support her. Maybe it was selfish but she wanted Edward to be with her every minute of every day.

Bella frowned and looked down at the shirt that showed some of her lacy bra. “I thought it was a good shirt! I mean, I could always lose a couple buttons..” She trailed off as she moved closer to him and undid a couple buttons so her bra was completely showing. She smiled up at him and took his hands, putting them on her hips. “I know you would love that, right?”[/color][/b][/size] She grinned up at him as she felt his hands move up from her hips, past her stomach. She stepped back and shook her head, knowing exactly what Edward was going for. “Nope, not going to happen. You see, my boyfriend doesn’t like it when other men touch me.”[/color][/b][/size] I winked at him and sat up on the table she used for her make-up.

He moved towards her, pressing their bodies together as he kissed her passionately. He pulled back and told her that his phone had died. She frowned. He was pretty good with making sure his phone was always working. But she guessed with being gone a lot too with work or whatever he was doing, he must have been too busy to know what his phone was doing. Edward’s hand touched her face and she looked up at him. ”I love you so much, I promise. You don’t have to worry about anything.” She pulled away from him a little. “That’s just it. I do have to worry. I don’t want to lose you, Edward! And it has been feeling like I am for the past few weeks.”[/b][/color][/size] She buttoned up her shirt, back to where it was before Edward came in and wrapped her arms around herself.

”You’ll know them dead tonight, baby. I know it.”

She nodded and tried to smile as he held her close to him. He was trying to change the topic. “Mom’s coming tonight. She’s really excited, which only makes me more nervous because I need to be perfect for her. Daddy isn’t coming though. He said he would try but I know he won’t come.”[/color][/b][/size] She looked down at the ground, hiding the few tears that threatened to escape. Her dad didn’t like her decision to become a singer and told her on many occasions that she wouldn’t get anywhere in life with just her voice. It was just one of the many things that her and her father disagreed on.

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[Edward Davis-Jacks]

YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK
{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}
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A lot? He scoffed at the word. No, a lot was certainly not how much he loved his Bells – a lot was barely scraping the jar. “I love you too much for any words to ever begin to express.” What was with all this corny language? It wasn’t like Edward to be this cliché, and to be perfectly honest, it irritated him. He was certain it must make Bells doubt his love; only the most cheating bastards of men would use such language with their girlfriends. Edward wasn’t like this, but his language could certainly attempt to prove otherwise. He came to the conclusion that he must have been paying attention to too many ignorant fellow men lately and decided to ignore everyone but Isabella. Perhaps that would help him return to his usual self, though he couldn’t be sure. Either way, Edward wasn’t about to become one of those men that succumbed to their girlfriend’s every wish; as much as he loved Bells, he wasn’t about to let himself stoop that low. “No! No, your button amount is perfectly reasonable.” Did she purposely torture him, knowing exactly what that shirt did not only to the men in her audience but him specifically?

“Oh he doesn’t? And who says he has to know?” Edward smirked, playing along with Bells’ little game. But he frowned only minutes later, taking into account what she had just admitted. “You aren’t. You never will…don’t you realize how much I need you in my life? It’s not just the other way around. Please believe me, baby.” He was completely serious, as he had never been able to and never would be able to imagine loving anyone else. She was the girl for him, and even as he lived his player ways, he had tried his hardest to forget her. Unfortunately, it wasn’t meant to be, as the thought of Isabella Cassadine had always refused to leave his mind. He spoke quietly, directly but softly, as if he didn’t want her to hear him. “If I loved you when I thought we were related, then you can be sure I’ll love you until the world stops spinning and even after that.” Would that prove to her his love? He hoped so, as he knew not even a fraction of the sentiment he had for her was fake. He loved her so much that it often scared him; he tried not to think of what he might do should he ever lose her.

“You know how much your mom loves you; you don’t have to be perfect. You will be, but you know that she would love you even if you weren’t.” He frowned, thinking about his former cousin. Of course he wouldn’t come; when the man didn’t get his way, he had to throw a fit around everyone he knew. And since he had lost where he was concerned since Bells had gone against Nikolas’ wishes, it would be worse. Edward almost rolled his eyes, but refrained from doing so until later, when he knew Bells wouldn’t be looking. “Don’t let him ruin your night. This is about you, the amazing woman you are, and the brilliant voice you have. No one else matters baby.” He hoped that would help, as he knew she would still be disappointed about Nikolas neglecting to come. Damn that man.

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[Isabella Cassadine]

and i cant breathe[/color][/font]

WITHOUT YOU

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I[/size][/font]f she didn’t know Edward as much as she did, Bella would definitely think that Edward was cheating on her with someone. But she knew that this was Edward’s way of saying how he feels because he has been hanging out me a bit too much. It doesn’t help that Bella has made him watch The Notebook a million times or told him about every single hopeless romantic dream she has had. But Edward was whipped, no matter how much he doesn’t want to admit to it. He was. Bella would never say that in front of Edward, knowing that would probably start something she didn’t want to start. But it was cute in a way and she did enjoy it. He did things with her no other guy would do for her.. that is pretty special. She is sure though he is trying everything he can to stop acting this way. But she hopes everything he tries doesn’t work because she loves him like this. She grinned. “No, I like it like this. I mean, if I sing horribly, then everyone can just stare down here.” [/size] Along with everything else, she loves torturing him with these kinds of things. They still haven’t done anything yet which she was happy for because she wasn’t ready and wouldn’t be until marriage. But it doesn’t mean she couldn’t tease him.

“Well, he doesn’t have to know. But I do love him very much.. and this.. would be wrong.. right?” [/color][/size] This is why Bella loves him. He plays little games with her, teases her and above all else.. he loves her. At least she thinks he does. They haven’t had much of a chance to really be with each other which caused her to be a little insecure about their relationship and have some doubts. “I want to, Edward. But..” [/color][/size] She paused and looked down from his glance. “..why do you need me? You can have any other girl that you want.. what makes me so special?” [/color][/size] She hated feeling this way. She just wished she could believe Edward and they could go on and be happy. But no, life isn’t that easy. Thanks to her parents and her families.. they have made her this way. Any small bad thing that happens.. it’s like everything needs to stop until the issue is fixed. “You couldn’t have loved me when we were related.. that’s.. it’s crazy.” [/color][/size] Not really. She was in the same vote as him. She loved him when they were related too. She wished every night that something would happen to make them no longer related and well.. she finally got her wish. But it was too bad that it was a year after Edward had gone. It didn’t really matter anymore because they were together now.. much to her dad’s dismay.

“But it’s my mom. She always thinks so highly of me and I just don’t want to let her down if I screw up or something.” [/color][/size] Bella had been practicing this song over and over again until it was perfect. But she knew that no matter how much you practice, you never know what could happen on stage. The song wouldn’t work or the microphone wouldn’t work. She was kinda thankful that her dad wasn’t coming to see her mess up. Because that’s exactly what would happen because her nerves were getting the best of her right now. She rolled her eyes. “Yeah, brilliant voice.. I’m going to screw up so bad, Edward. I don’t think I can do this anymore.” [/color][/size] Going home sounded like the perfect idea all of a sudden.[/font][/size][/color]

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[Edward Davis-Jacks]

YOU'RE WAY TOO BEAUTIFUL, GIRL // THAT'S WHY IT WILL NEVER WORK
{you had me suicidal, suicidal when you say it's over}
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He decided it must be those awful movies Bells made him watch time and time again. What man in his right mind would send a girl letters 365 days in a row? A whole damn year? Edward swore to never do that. If he and Bells were separated once more, he would write her one letter, once a week, perhaps once a month. Although it was more likely that he would send her an email or maybe a tweet here and there. Not that he had any plans to be separated from her again. That just wasn’t allowed. He shook his head, wondering if she would ever believe the best in herself, because she was more amazing than she would ever admit. She was the most amazing woman he had ever met, and he had met quite a few other women in his travels. “Uh…first of all, you won’t sing horribly and secondly…dammit Bells, button that shirt!” He quickly reached for her shirt and buttoned it all the way up, at least enough without it choking her. No way would he let his girl be seen by other, greedy men like that.

He smirked, still playing along. “Who says it has to be wrong? Your boyfriend never has to know…unless, of course, you tell him. Which you won’t.” He smiled at hearing that she did love him very much because he had once wondered if she would ever forgive him for leaving without so much as a goodbye. Not that it was his fault. If he had had his way, Bells would have gone along with him or, more than likely, they wouldn’t have left at all. “What makes you so special? Do you really have to ask?” He gazed in her eyes and pushed a strand of her beautiful hair behind her ear. “You’re beautiful, intelligent, sweet but sassy, incredibly talented…you’re special because you’re you.” He frowned and answered her. “You’re right. It is crazy and I often scolded myself for having such inappropriate ideas but I couldn’t help it, Isabella….it felt so wrong and I knew I shouldn’t dream about someone who was supposed to be my family, but I couldn’t stop. I loved you then and I love you even more now.”

He shrugged, wishing she saw herself for who she truly was and not as the girl she thought she was. “So? Doesn’t matter that she’s your mom. She’s right. Stop worrying, baby. Just trust us, okay? You’ll be amazing, no question. And someday you’re going to be internationally famous. It just starts here.” He almost added that their kids would hear their amazing mother sing, but he didn’t want to freak her out. After all, it had been less than ten years ago that they still believed they were related. He didn’t want to scare her, even if he was thinking that far into the future. Edward was more than sure that he had found the one.

He placed his hands on both of her shoulders and kissed her softly before gazing into her eyes. “Baby, you are going to be better than anyone else who has ever performed here or anywhere, take my word for it. You can do it, believe me.” Edward thought about it, and then pulled the guilt card, with no qualms about doing so. “Don’t you trust me?” He was sure she did, but it never hurt to get a reminder or to use the question to make her believe him. He didn’t understand why his Bells didn’t believe she was as amazing as he knew she was. He figured it must have something to do with her family. Damn family.

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NOTES tswift music haha! ♥
WORDS 611.
TAGGED isabella cassadine.
OUTFIT could he be any hotter?
CREDIT Bizambiatch at Caution 2.0 !; lyics from Sean Kingston''s Beautiful Girls!
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